real talk

so I really regret being a tourist in this class.. although I did not try as hard as I should have im glad everyone else did because I loved reading everyones blogs I kinda wish I could do it all over again.. well anyway idk why im even telling my name because I don't know if anyone even read it.. which I understand cause I didn't try like everyone else but my name is maxi mortenson

Nature

There is pleasure in the pathless woods, there is rapture in the lonely shore, there is society where none intrudes, by the deep sea, and music in its roar; I love not Man the less, but Nature more.

quote

“Don’t take anything for granted, because one minute it can be there and the next minute it can’t, and it happens so quick. When the negative stuff comes around, just let it go. It all leads to the positive as long as you keep a positive attitude. Enjoy everything you get. That’s one of the most important things in life is really appreciating it because we only get to do this once and it’s not for a long time.”

—  Jay Moriarity

Fear

The Truth is I am afraid of death.. I am so afraid to die young.. I am afraid I didn't live up to my full potential and be the person everyone knows I can be.. I'm afraid if I died now I wouldn't make it to where I want to be.. If I died I'm afraid of the way I left so many of my relationships.. 

With everything I love to do everyday death is just around the corner.. I could make one mistake and I'll be gone..

I know this doesn't sound to good but I've never really felt like id be around for very long which is why I do so many of the things I do, when  I do these things it becomes a part of me and when I do them I smile because at these moments I know that I'm alive..